It's May 31st and I have reached my goal this month.  With all the emotional up and downs I am happy that I have lost 16.6 lbs since the start of this blog.  Thanks everyone for their support, it's been …

I am convinced that trying to lose weight when your BMI is over 40 is like trying to get out of quick sand.  Every time you feel like you are making progress something causes you to be pulled back.  The …

I was losing between 2-3 lbs daily for about 5 days, and then plateaued.  No matter how well disciplined I was I couldn't lose anymore weight.  That's why last night even though it wasn't my "legal cheat" day.  I ordered …

I forgot how much of a clothes whore I was when I was thin.  I still have a closet full of shirts and pants in my guest bedroom that are all size 32 and 34 waist pants.  I look at …

So if you are into being completely grossed out, and then feeling either really depressed or disgusted then use your remote to search for four shows called "Half-ton …".  Half-Ton Mom She was 900 lbs, then has gastric bi-pass yet …

I ask myself this question regularly, "Why am I fat?".  I was born a big, big baby.  What made it worse was that my grandmother a product of a generation which was heavily entrenched in conflict with the Japanese and …

The recent weight gain has been disappointing to say the least.  I've been gaining weight as a result of a recent binge.  Tuesday was supposed to be a day off.  So I drove to new york to go to a …

+For as big as I am I do like to move! I changed to a new blog hosting company they have better features and I can layout the blog the way I want it!

I can't believe I Just did that!  I am exhausted from ten days of 12-14 hour days, and two days of really busy days, so this morning I was dead tired, and my meal plan for breakfast was a bagel …

How do I get this weight off? My plan… I have meals ordered from an online dietitian, the daily meals are broken down into 3 meals with 2 snacks.  The calories range between 1100-1500 calories.  I believe it's based on …