01/02/2012 The New Year I have a great deal of desires this coming year, it’s the first time in a long time that I’ve started a year with even a morsel of hope about the upcoming year. During the previous …
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Small Victories In the past two days I have beat the crap out of my body, not by design it just sort of happened. Tuesday morning I woke up to rain. Rain for me is like kryptonite it ruins my …
Working on the Nutrition Ian pointed something out to me a couple of weeks ago, which has helped to move the scale, and make me feel better. He cautioned his statements, by making it clear to me that it’s possible …
12/07/2011 Do I really hate myself or am I just plain stupid? In repeating the same behavior over and over then being surprised by the same outcome means that I'm slow, the bus I need to ride to school is …
Fat Message in a Thin Bottle A friend I met at fat camp earlier this year has been struggling every since he got home, so much so that he took another trip back to fat camp, only this time at …
Inspiration is as Inspiration Does I wrote not too long about what motivates me, you can read that post here; most of those points were goals, or emotions that I have which drive me. After a recent post on the …
11/28/2011 Rethinking My Nutrition I had an extended conversation with Ian last night, after I texted him in the morning for help. He was pretty nonchalant about meeting up with me, he did not question why, or offer assistance, it …
Official Weigh In 11/21/2011 275 lbs 30.2 % Body Fat My last official weigh in was on September 4th 2011. I weighed 283 lbs., and had a body fat percentage of 32.2%. I’m not sure how I feel; I have …
What motivates me? Anger I’m pissed off, I don’t what it is, but I am angry. Angry because I allowed myself to get over 400 lbs, after having been close to 300 lbs in high school, then lost all of …
Saying goodbye, and facing my own mortality. Last week a high school friend passed away. He and I graduated in 1997 at Gonzaga College High School, an all male Jesuit Run preparatory school in Washington, DC. It sits behind The …